Thoughts Becoming: Outside Looking In

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Calcimining Canvas, white-washed recreating Steps within, directional or spatial resolution obscuring thoughts, splatter paint, misled realities of once before. Becoming not as they say, who they prefer, what they believed to be correct, scientific proof seekers not in this reality.

Myopia lashing out, monomania telling truths, flip-side sort of, megalodon, prehistoric beliefs notwithstanding visionary cause translucency, transparently abrupt stopping in one’s tracks. Dangerous as one torts, sounding loud and clear, yet mastery falls deaf to ancient story-lines.

The daily grind, stopping sticks thrown, spinning no longer, screeching halt striking the walking dead, afflicted by collective, self-inflicting sounding alarms, crying out pains misery, incandescent short-circuits flickering soul-bleeding thoughts. As taught by the mountains, Breathing in wind-filling eupnea unknowing, transcribed impossible knowing, genuinely understanding what may be. Breathing out daily occurrence, releasing puffs of smoke-filled, screened, and unfiltered raw sense of who we are, letting it all go.

Day in and day out, cliche as it is, begin again, death returning given daily birth, we are what we see, feel, believe to be true. Yes, dangerous as it may be, our reality remains as ‘it is’ simple notions in belief. Chemically induce, trance-like experience, foggiest in the least, present being, not for all to see yet for all to be.

Stepping into the Canvas, painted innermost being calls, wishing me to be, embodied soul lost within Great Mystery, in wonder wandering, sea to sea, envisioned heaven to self-endemic hell, and everywhere in between. Traveler time-transcending thought, the essence of self, physicality of being, no longer bound by the box once enclosed, free as the spirited bird, soaring higher than vulture’s navigational sun.

Through the eyes of the beholder,
xenophobic withstanding,
rose-colored glasses and prismatic,
mysterious sounds from far off and away,
an ancient tongue is spoken,
hearing heartfelt songs of ancients,
trusting it to be true,
traveling fearlessly,
freely to where we are called to be.

Move! I said fucking move! And the mountain moved. Exaggerated thought or possible for all? It matters not that one believes, just that one moves the fucking mountain!

~ Ani Po

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In answering the what does my world look like reposing thought laying to rest, in attempts to gather a weekly song, tune collectively shared, transmuting yet again, call to action on daily returns. Self-inflicted, accepted as much, offering another perspective if you will, voicing my opinions or venting my soul, words transpiring at free will.

Slight exaggeration, understatement of the year, embodiment of chameleon’s skin, changing, ever-changing colors, varying thoughts like farts in the wind. Cannot explain it, merely felt up like prom undetected, mysterious and/or recluse, henceforth beginning as it was in the end.

Much gratitude for those who take time to read, ponder and allow the inner workings of self to come forward. Grateful for the feedback, love shared, and more importantly the Dance with Inspiration. Deep Peace.

Joseph Lieungh

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Caught in a Thousand Lifetimes

Caught in a Thousand Lifetimes
Becoming Great Mystery

Difficulty translating thought, caught in the grasps of a thousand lifetimes. Feelings of sadness, pain, loss, final albatross that broke camel’s back. From the pits of despair, light flickering in the distance. Distant memory or present being as it may, worth the mull over.

Misfired rounds of ammo, shooting blanks into the sea, unable to transcribe engravings of the heart, we sit in self-examination. Relaxed, tactile fingertips explore, prompted by the reptilian, lasting moments until Oh my goodness!

Not what the ancients were thinking, allowing one to revisit the past, looking into future possibilities. Recanting, recounting, steps made thus before. No undoing what was doing, yet a burning desire, attempting to relive and repose, failed attempts, futile thus remaining.

Translate, appropriate, sharing with the masses, vibratory messenger you may be. First understand the submission, publishing process, and then maybe more challenging tasks handed over to thee. Just then your whole world crashes down, crumbled into a thousand lifetimes, numb, unable to move. No thoughts, no actions, merely being amidst all the greatest mysteries.

Darkness, filling void, embracing all leading to present day, what was, now maybe, forth speaking, gazing crystal ball’s projected outcome, once housed abashment, turn-key operation is at hand. No longer self-doubting Thomas, acting as that dreamer lad, prophesying seven years of famine, seven thousand years of pure creativity, it has begun.

Cracked open like a walnut, ripped open by universal hands, Dragon’s breath purifying soul, transplanted heart, crushing little gizzards at its appearance. Bonfire heart, given for pain and suffering, reached to the bottom of the darkest depths, cavernous thoughts, hidden treasures found, there it is, heart’s true home.

Placed in my center, acclimating to the dropped beats, universal temperament commencing. Fingers begin the tap, most accelerated, raw tempo, never heard before. Pain felt within my heart, burning, raging, and energetic song forming in the solar plexus. Wait for it, pause, and hold; yes we repeat the hold until embodied.

The mind wanders, wondering what expressions come to be, left blank, unfulfilled. Heads to the bar, drowning sorrows, puffing nervously, feverishly, and untold stories not yet arriving the tongue, the mind remains in unease. Storylines already formed, songs waiting to sing, translated or not, invigorator ready to spin the wheels.

Heart translation closest to the original song, yet language unknown to normal ears, healing songs begin spewing. Shared tune, whispered breath, kissed by an angelic presence, elementals holding by, Shaman centers the stage. Goosebumps felt, worldly apperceived, plain and simple for you and me.

Deeper felt light transmission begins, carried tune, pulling into pure light. Radiating brighter than the sun, all transmutation beginning here, embodying the pain, suffering, anger, vile wretch once before, we are becoming. Unable to sing from heart, mind misunderstanding, body vibrating faster than the sun, first thought nothinging, urban dictionaries act of doing nothing.

Embodied transmission, thoughts ambition, and heart ignition, time-releasing monkeys, pure energy, waiting for your cue, a new creation is at hand. The whole universe singing a sacred tune, through you, within you, you are the sacred tune. It is as it was in the beginning, the end, and hashtags in between. Pure light, healing song emitting chest, radiating timeworn psalms: pain to joy, suffering to bliss, anger to tears of a thousand familial songs, once void and darkness to the absence of nothingness.

Within the void, vast and empty, nothingness we find, nothingness we return, vast and beautiful we become, thoughts transmuted reality as so. It cannot be written apropos, spoken about, translated fully for understanding. Merely breathing, feeling, understanding the motility, heart strong, heartstrings, into heart’s song.

~Ani Po

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Much gratitude for those who take time to read, ponder and allow the inner workings of self to come forward. Grateful for the feedback, love shared and more importantly the Dance with Inspiration. Deep Peace.

Joseph Lieungh

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