From Nowhere To Now Here

Not sure if this happens to you, but as I cycle through life there are feelings of “what am I doing?” Does this happen to you? Do you ever feel that you’re lost with lack of purpose? Guaranteed…we all have purpose.

Even though I write about this daily…I too…fall victim to this poverty-mentality. Is it because I’m weak? Because I’m vulnerable? Or simply because I’m human? What ever the case, I observe these feelings, allowing them to be present and learn how to or how not to be.
It is like a self transformation: we feel we are going nowhere until we realized we are now here… Ultimately coming to a place of self-realization or now self.  These aha moments or not so aha moments can be very enlightening to us. When things don’t go our way, simply let them pass. As they pass we regroup, changing our daily events…our daily thoughts.

As the cycles continue our thoughts change, paralleled to our reality. Again, I reflect on my personal life…not sure if this happens to you, but being married with two children it is often difficult picking yourself up and getting back on track. With the many factors around you, affecting your choices and your thoughts, we must once again reevaluate our time management, changing our daily events. Restructuring time spent in our days. Allowing 20 to 30 minutes per day, we maintain true to ourselves and continue the journey inward from nowhere to now here… To now self.

If a loved one is struggling with their own dilemmas, offer them an ear, not suggestions. The greatest gift we can give to another is a shoulder to cry on, an ear to listen or a hand to hold. We cannot solve everyone’s problems, but merely our own.

Stepping into the canvas of yet another painting. As we clear the canvas of another, we arrive at a more beautiful day. The sunshine lighting the way to a happy and joyous day. We can hold onto old paintings, or we can paint a new reality of our dreams. From Nowhere…to now here…finally to now self. You are so worth it…why not take the trip inward now?!